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In love

on November 23, 2014

I am in love with my husband, we have been together for a long time and he still makes my heart skip a beat. I still get butterflies in my tummy when I make him laugh. Last night we lay in bed talking about how much fun we had at our wedding. It was a blast, a great party, and we didn’t even want to leave but they were shutting down the hall. After 9 years all those memories came flooding back to us and we wanted to relive it all over again. This to me is a gift, to be deeply in love after all the trials and tribulations, we’ve gone through in our years together. He has seen me through the deaths of my Grandparents, my one and only beloved Mom and Dad, and the suicide of my step sister. I have held his hand as he lost his biological Father, his Grandparents, and our best friend Marco who was like our brother, from another Mother. After everything that grief puts you through the heartache, stress, the feeling of being numb while your mind rattles around in your body, we have endured. I have known even when I was 12 years old and the first time I met him, he would be my forever.

“Love…it surrounds every being and extends slowly to embrace all that shall be.”

-Kahlil Gibran

I have grown up believing that things and people don’t last forever. But it’s very important to treat them like they do. We have carved out a wonderful life together, and in that time have had our beautiful sons join our journey. Our oldest who’s bravery, intelligence, and deep capacity to love constantly amaze me. And our youngest who’s life started so early with his premature birth, his courage, his heart, his natural comedic talent, his love for his family and friends moves me to tears. I am so in love and connected with our sons. I knew even in utero that they were meant to join my life. I had my oldest who is Daddy’s boy that would kick me awake as soon as he knew Daddy was home from hockey. And my youngest who is Mommy’s boy, when I was meditating would roll around till he was comfortable and then be completely still. I knew he was listening to my heart beat in perfect synchronicity with his own. I knew and felt this spiritual connection with my sons as my empathic nature does. Yet I feel they are my blessings and my lessons to learn in life. They are mine and my loves children yet they belong to God and the world. I see great things for our sons and by raising them with good morals, values, and a strong work ethic will be our greatest accomplishment. To see them grow up to be kind, genuine, strong, compassionate, loving men will fulfill my life’s purpose. It’s like my favorite philosopher and poet, Kahlil Gibran says in his book The Prophet

“You’re children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of life’s longing for itself. They came through you but not from you, and though they are with you, and yet they
do not belong to you.

I read that to my Captain when he was only 2 months old as he looked into my eyes, and I was lost in the depths of wisdom. Very deep I know and I’ve read that passage countless times absorbing a new meaning each time. Sometimes my emotions overcome me by how much I’m in love with my family. They make me better a woman, wife, Mother, and sister. And with that knowledge I can learn to be more in love with myself.

This has been my submission to the lovely http://lindaghill.com Saturday Stream of Conscious thought. Check out what she wrote and all the other talent who link up. Thank you, many blessings to you my dear readers.

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16 responses to “In love

  1. mira65 says:

    You are in love!

    Liked by 1 person

  2. This post is so beautiful and so infused with your love that I can feel it…

    Thank you!

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Classi Wino says:

    I can totally feel your connection with your family through your words! Absolutely love it!! ❤️

    Like

  4. Nyree Grindle says:

    From the very first time I met you and your family I knew they were your everything! You love so deeply and it is apparent in the way you paint a picture with your beautiful words. You are very blessed to have such an amazing family. Hugs

    Liked by 1 person

  5. 80smetalman says:

    A very touching post

    Liked by 1 person

  6. Your post tells of a great deal of life shared together, a clear vision for your sons, and how you expressed these things is amazing to me. I am in awe. Many blessings to you and your family.

    Liked by 1 person

  7. Jessica says:

    I loved hearing about how much you love your family! I can tell that that love is the greatest blessing in your life. I know that God loves your family just as much as you do. He is our loving Heavenly Father after all, and as a parent He wants us all to experience love, happiness and peace in family life forever…even after we die. I would love to know what you think about that.

    Here is a video that talks about how families can be together forever:

    http://www.mormonchannel.org/video/mormon-messages?v=911104796001

    I would love to hear your thoughts on the video too! Thank you for sharing the love you have for your family, I wish more people could experience that kind of love. Hope to hear from you soon!

    Liked by 1 person

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